ZACK

lucky 7

2011-01-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

7/1/2011 = Best.Day.Ever

Love,
Zijing

This time of the year

2010-12-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

I strongly feel that there is a need for me to blog today, and not just because today is New Year's Eve! It's because tomorrow is THE New Year and it's 2011 and, Ohmygod i can't believe time pass by so fast! It's scary to think that next year, i'll be in Year 2 and.. i'll be 19! Do i look 19? Heck, do i even behave like a 19 year-old? Omg and i did not even get into a real relationship before and i'm gonna hit 19 soon!

Time pass by... so fast. What have i been doing this year? Did i make an impact on someone, or anyone's life? Maybe i earn myself a new enemy? Maybe i lost a best friend? I don't know..

And it's also this time of the year that everyone has to come up with a new resolution list! In 2010, i was immature and asked for alot of impractical things, this year i only have 2 wishes.
1. Everyone around me to stay safe and be safe.
2. Have the courage and determination to last through Sem 1 of Year 2.

Love,
Zijing

If.

2010-12-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

If there comes a time when i'm upset/depressed, i hope you won't asked me whats wrong, or what happened. I dont need you to listen to me, i dont need you to hug me. I just need you to come to me and tell me everything will be alright, and that you'll always be here for me if i feel the need to talk. Can you do that?

Love,
Zijing

Quick update

2010-12-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

just to prove that i'm still alive and kicking.

Sad to say, term test are coming and i've been busy with studying(if ya' believe me) and school and lotsa other irrelevant business. A real proper post will be up after my exams. Promise!

Love,

Zijing

tangled

2010-11-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

So, after suffering from a 2 days fever and non-stop coughing, im happy to say that i've recovered(yay) and my lungs are still intact in my body(double yay)!
Anyway today i went to watch Rapunzal. AND I'M TELLING YA'LL SHOULD GO WATCH IT INSTEAD OF STICKING YOUR BUTT INFRONT OF THE COMPUTER. IT'S THE BEST EVER DISNEY PRINCESS SHOW I TELL'YA. Whether you're a boy or a girl, young or old, married or single, rich or poor, you'll definitely love it to death! And it's best if you watch it in 3D!
Pfftt now i've watched it i can't get th movie outta my mind and i definitely wouldn't mind watching it again! And again and again and maybe again! Tht's how nice the movie is! It's like the best 100 mins of my life!
And its so touching and romantic and funny and cute and amazing and... you all should just watch it instead of listening to me mumbling.
Rapunzel is gonna be my new favourite disney princess teehee i love th little green chameleon! <3

Love,
Zijing

Something that's bothering me for some time now

2010-11-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Pabo,
Why ol' why in the world are you so stupid... so idiotic.. so unbelievably mindless that when you got your O level results, you din't take the extra time to think and re-think the choice of your course? Why ol' why did you so stupidly believe that you will never ever ever be so suay tht you'll really get in BCS? Why ol' why din't you think of all those consequences that you'll face and all those disadvantages that comes with it?(From something as small as having to ride a 45 mins bus ride EVERYFUCKING day and now, having to write a damn lab report about a practical that you mostly spent time on talking rather thn doing to having to face the chef next sem everyday and working 24/7 in that dang uniform and yes! GET YOUR BLOODY HANDS AS ROUGH AS THE ELEPHANT'S BUTT!) Why ol' why din't you choose wisely? Now, you cant get a pretty manicure LIKE EVERY GIRL OUT THERE. You buy clothes online, yes that makes you happy BUT SO WHAT AS IF YOU GET A CHANCE TO WEAR THEM! YOU ARE IN SCIENCE SCHOOL! HELLOOO? KNOW WHAT THT MEANS? IT MEANS IF YOU WEAR ANYTHING NICER LIKE BOOTS PAIRED WITH MESH-INSERT LEGGINGS AND OVERSIZED SWEATER EVERYONE WILL BE STARING AT YOU TILL THEIR EYES BULGED OUT FROM THEIR EYE SOCKETS AND WONDERING IF YOU, WALK TO THE WRONG SCHOOL! And oh, thats not the worst! Guess what? YOU CANT FUCKING DYE YOUR HAIR RED ANYMORE CAUSE APPARENTLY THOSE RED DYES WILL DRIP INTO THE FOOD YOUR COOKING WHEN YOU SWEAT AND IT MIGHT CAUSE FOOD POISONING!
Well, if you dont mind me, can i ask you again? WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CHOOSE TO ENTER THIS COURSE?
Hope you reply me soon.

Lots of love,
Zijing

english tea

2010-11-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hot camomile tea on a cold, rainy day = Best :>

Love,
Zijing

a truthful confession

2010-11-14T00:16:00.001+08:00

I love you dear sister even though you always annoyed the hell out of me and you are always late and you are so self-centered and you always say that Edward is better than Jacob and Yonghwa is better than Khun-shi and you always yell at me and you always don't listen to me and you always make my room so messy and you always come to me only if you wanted to read twilight/wanna play my ipod/want help from me. Nonetheless i love you. THIS IS A TRUE CONFESSION OKAY. WHAT TO DO I HAVE TO TELL THE TRUTH.

Love,

Zijing

Picture speaks

2010-11-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

I ran out of ideas to blog so i'm posting up pictures instead! The first picture is what i wear to school on Monday cause me and Jo sort of have a "deal" to wear a blue dress to school. The second picture is what i wear on Tues. Some of you may think "why wear so nice to school? Not fashion show what." But in my point of view, it's nt a matter of dressing nicely, i just want to wear something that gives me confidence, so that i feel good(comfortable). And when i feel good, i'll like school more and look forward to it!
Besides, pondering over what to wear is fun! Every single day i get a headache pondering over what to wear and what to pair it with but i like this undecided feeling. Even though after i finally decided i'll be all sweaty and my wardrobe would be in a mess, but that sense of... joy! Of finally deciding the "outfit of the day"... Ahhhh i like that feeling :>

Love,
Zijing

Sinful

2010-11-07T16:16:00.001+08:00

i'm wearing mid-maxi from TSR, denim jacket from HVV. Rings from ASOS

Went to xxx my ipod with jo ytd and i'm proud(?) to say that i did not buy a single thing for myself! I mean, i did went shopping(sorry meiying. Can't resist) but i actually walked out empty handed! I went to all my favourite brands but i dont know what in the world happened and i just didnt buy anything! This is the first time for me cause everytime i go out i make it a "goal" to buy something. Instead, ytd i dedicate my day to eating! I had best fries forever for lunch,(MAN the MACHO CHEESE was good!), Frolick for desserts, Gongcha as afternoon tea(taste terrible :< ) and Pontian wanton mee for dinner! I feel so fat now aiyayaya.

And then today my mum cooked tomyum soap and it's so yummy i had 2 HUGE bowls of it. Aiishhhh i feel so sinful now. Gonna go watch wgm now hehehe bye!

Love,

Zijing

Kinda late

2010-11-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

but... i got my ipod touch 4th gen last Saturday. *YAY*

Love,
Zijing

before all the before(s)

2010-10-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

Way before i take my O levels, before i'm in Secondary 5, before i know abt tp, before i question myself "What do i wanna be when i grow up" , before i went to tp open house, before i get to know abt "Diploma in baking and culinary science" , before i got back my O level results, the only thing that came into my mind after deciding that i wanna be a vet, is to be a pastry chef. I wanna bake pretty and edible muffins, cookies, cakes and even pies. I wanna set up my own pastry cafe and in my mind, i already have an image of what my cafe looks like.. But why? Why do i hate my course so much right now and why do i constantly complained about chging my course? What happen to my passion for baking? What happen to my dreams abt my cafe in the future? Where did all the enthusiasm go?
If i really went and change my course, 10 years later will i regret that i'm not baking pretty and edible muffins?
If i did not change my course, 10 years later will i be whining and complaining about staying in the kitchen th whole day and regretting not pursuing my dreams of being a vet?

Love,
Zijing

RUN WILD

2010-10-25T21:44:00.001+08:00

So, school officially started. This semester is... although slightly better than last sem, but the timetable is fully packed because i have to go back bistro walk/deli delights for training. Which, imo, is damn terrible cause i need my chef uniform AND what's worst is i also need to wear my chef uniform for my lab lessons. I'm foreseeing myself running up and down and changing into my uniform like a superwoman. I'm so not looking forward to it. Lucky i have french as my cds. Thats like, the only good thing about this sem. ARGH wanna chg course so badly :<

Love,
Zijing

JUST SO YOU KNOW

2010-10-17T22:12:00.001+08:00

I just discovered that blogger has this new tab called "stats" and cause i'm so bored i clicked on it and i realised it shows where your readers are from, how they got to know your blog and how many readers you have! And i'm just so happy cause according to this "survey" i have readers from America, Canada, France, Germany, Switzerland, Denmark, Spain etc etc. I mean, I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE I HAVE OVERSEAS READERS! WHY WONT YOU SAY HI? LEAVE A COMMENT OR STH?
OMG but who knows maybe they just accidentally click on my blog and closes it without even reading.
OH WELL anyway i made Oreo cheesecake today and i gave abt half of it to poh meimei. It's damn nice and I'M NOT BRAGGING okay even my sister and meiying and meiying's sister says it's nice. I CAN'T BELIEVE I CAN MAKE SUCH A DELICIOUS CAKE OMG I'M GONNA CRY :<

Love,
Zijing

What to do

2010-10-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'M SO BORED I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ONLINE ANYMORE I'M CURRENTLY CRAZILY RESTRICTING MYSELF FROM SHOPPING ONLINE AND THERE'S NO DRAMAS FOR ME TO WATCH ANYMORE AND JUST WHEN I'M SO DESPERATE I THOUGHT I MIGHT AS WELL GO BACK TO MAPLEWORLD IT TURNS OUT I HAVE TO DOWNLOAD THE GAME CLIENT FIRST. FML.

Love,
Zijing

AFTER SO LONG

2010-10-14T22:21:00.003+08:00

I finally got my camera back <3

1. Yes i did put on eyeliner 2. Yes i know i suck at it 3. Yes i know the ends are wayyy too long and it looks weird 4. But i'm still learning how to put on liner and i think, i'm nt bad for a beginner lei.. Liquid liner is damn !@#$$^&*&^%$#@!! hard to use. :< oh and 5. I think my hair looks unbelievably shineeeeeeeehhhhh hahaha <3 my hairrrrr

Love,
Zijing

DREAMS

2010-10-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm always been amazed by people who can play the cello ever since i'm young.. Especially girls who plays it. I always thought that they must be very pro and smart and unbelievably strong to be able to hold such a big instrument and being able to produce such wonderful sounds with it.

Not alot of people know this but since i've learn how to talk and walk, i've always wanted to be a dancer. I wanted to be a ballarina and i'm in love with tutus. But as i get older, my dream of being a ballarina gets further and further away from me. I mean, you dont see an 18 year old learning ballet from scratch, right? Heck, i wont even be able to find a tutu that fits me!

I also want to learn to play the violin and the piano. I dont know if my interest in these instruments is deep enough in me that i'll want to learn it from scratch and take part in competitions and want people to remember me, but i know for myself that i hope i can be pro enough to hold up a violin and be able to at least, play a short melody. I'm in love with Ave Maria. Maybe i'll never be able to play the Ave Maria with the violin. But i wished to at least try.

I want to travel around the world. I want to visit exotic places in Africa, India, Egypt... I want to go to Victoria falls and the Bermuda Triangle. I want to be a living encyclopedia. I want to know if aliens really do exist. I want to know if ants have tongues or not. I want to know if it is physically possible for hippopotamus to stand on two feet. I want to know what happens after we die... I also want to do dangerous sports like cliff diving.. or mountain climbing.. or skydiving...?

I wished to write a book. A book about everything and anything.. It can be able my life, or about other people's life. It'll be so random maybe nobody will even buy it. Maybe i wont even be able to publish it. But i want to write a book. I want to be able to meet Johnny Deep, Robert Pattinson, Taylor Lautner and Kristen Stewart. They are the most amazing people ever and despite having millions of dollars, they're still being truthful and kind and real. AND they can act. (They're not like some other people who pretend to know how to act but in fact they are just trying to earn money just because of their good looks. AND their good lucks is mostly because of plastic surgeory!)

Oh well guess i'm being too greedy i wished for too many things and i know for myself some of it will never come true even if i wait a thousand years guess i'll just live with it. Okay bye!

Love,
Zijing

HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

2010-10-10T15:48:00.004+08:00

1.Went to the Night Safari to celebrate Halloween in advance ytd! It's really really scary and all those "actors" really deserved an oscar award i tellya. Just their makeup alone need abt an hour before it can come off luh. I hope all of them get pimples wtf.

2. This is a really strange indian ghost cause he's holding a centipede and a rotton human leg then he'll approach you and ask you to touch it. Like what the hell right? Why would i wanna touch it?! It's eww x100000000000

3. Among all the characters this is the one i "loved" the most. She's has this i-am-so-depressed look on her face that th first time you see her you'll definitely screamed and thought she's real luh!(i did!) but the second time you look you'll think its really funneh la. There's this girl who wanted to take a picture w her than she wanted to hold her umbrella but this Geisha thing actually tilt up her chin and walk away sia! Talk abt dao-ness -.-

4. If i'm nt wrong i think this is taken right after the trail.(We did the trail first, then the tram thn th haunted village). I was totally drained of energy to speak, to walk and if i'm nt holding(more like grabbing) lh/khowming/Grace (i hold all of their hands at once tht i dont even knw who exactly im holding!) i think i would've fainted right on the spot! Basically, there's ghost hiding ard th corner and you cant really see them and wouldn't know whn they'll appear. I rmb screaming right in da face of the first few ghost.. and then i got so tired.. i think i just scream and scream and scream. I dont even rmb wht i'm doing! GAWD. Oh ya, i scream fuck you at the ghost face hahaha

5. LOOK HOW EPIC THIS PHOTO IS WTF

6. Dint took any pictures during the tram ride cos flash is nt allowed but damn epic cause Grace cried. LOL damn funneh cause km was pointing at me and hinting for th ghost to come over, then i think th ghost mistook it as "come over to our cabin" thn since Grace is sitting by th side, th ghost keep "haunting her" hahaha thn i said "NO NO GO AWAY GO" then wtf th ghost screamed at my face sia asshole thn i immediately go back to silent mode. Hehehe poor grace sorry ah cnt help you cause i scared also.

6. this is taken while queueing for the haunted village. Looking calm here hahaha

7. This ghost wanted to touch me but i said "NO NO DONT TOUCH ME" so he touched lihua instead hahaha damn stupid i know.

8. The entrance of the haunted village. I start screaming once i went inside and all the while my head was down, looking at the floor. I think i only glance up a few times and i saw this crazy hands keep trying to grab my hair wtf so i look down agn. The next time i look up i saw a crazy old women screaming "return me my child" wtf so i looked down agn. And then th walk is over. LOL damn funneh even though all the while i looked down i was SCREAMING i think the old women ghost must have think i'm crazy! HAHAHA

Okay la overall it was a good experience. I mean after the first walk i was like a living zombie and all the while i'm thinking "i wanna go home i wanna go home" but during the tram ride i was kinda calm and know wht to expect alr(and this is also because i'm nt sitting at th sides hehehe) and when it comes to th haunted village you alr knw comfirm got ghost inside and their makeup comfirm is all gore and red and bloody so at the end of th day you'll be kinda okay la.(except for your throat, which hurts like shit!) Though at night when everything's silent you'll still think abt it and start trembling all over agn..
But all's good and i kinda wanna go agn! HEHEHE next time i go comfirm ask all the macho macho ppl so they'll stand at my 8 corners and i'll hide inside and laugh at the ghost!

Love,
Zijing

Quiuk update

2010-10-06T01:12:00.003+08:00

It has been so so so so so so so so sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since i last updated. Been pretty busy lately with work and chasing after dramas online. Well, life's pretty good i hope time can pass just a teeeeeeeny bit slower cause i dont wanna wake up at 6am in the mrn for school :<

Thursday gonna go out shopping, fri sentosa trip and saturday is halloween night at night safari. Cant wait!

Love,
Zijing

MONNEH MONNEH

2010-09-24T22:20:00.006+08:00

playing candles on mid-autumn festival. Wanted to make a "Usui" and a <3 but by the time i finish the <3 Usui melted away. Oh well...

I was tugging out my shirt and preparing to shower when my sis says i look lika student! So i quickly took out my oversized blazer and wanted to pose likea "innocent 16 year old on the way to school." But oh well guess i failed badly cause 1. I'm nt 16 2. I'm not that innocent anymore and 3. i think th image looks better if i wear my knee high socks but oh well.
OH. And my camera is with my dad so the picture overall loooks really... plain. Stupid. Whatever.

Out with goh and huang cause huang wanted to get some shorts and i had no choice but to go with them and ita a HELLOFATORTURE cause i can only watch them shop but i cant shop cause i made a deadly vow(if you remember, my post from a few weeks back?) oh well a vow'a a vow.

Working tml=monneh=shopping(after 2 weeks of course)
Life's.... pretty good:>

Anyway, I've been re-watching the whole series of maid sama and this time i've screen-shot all the handsome moments of Usui and i've been editing it and it's now in my phone! It's damn pweety but i won't post it up here to share cause USUI IS MINE. Okay bye.

(I'm still in love with Edward/Rob Pat and Jacob/Taylor Lautner though. Don't get the wrong idea. It's possible to be in love with 3 people all at once. OH HOW CAN I FORGET CHARLIE?!... Make tht 4.)

Love,
Zijing

TAKUMI SAMA

2010-09-21T18:39:00.001+08:00

HEHEHE LOVE MY NEW SANDALS <3

Gonna do a proper post later tonight/tml. Addicted to Usui so i'm gonna continue stalking him online. CIAO

Love,
Zijing

5 Things you should know

2010-09-17T15:03:00.003+08:00

1. Currently crazily obsessed with crosses!

2. My current nail color. I used poison ivy by Topshop and Mad as a hatter by OPI

3. What i wore on wednesday. Kinda in love with the sailor+school girl look all of a sudden :/

4. There's a fashion fast forward party later at Marina Sq from 7.30-9.30 but i can't go cause needa celebrate my friend's birthday. BOOHOOOOO but on a happier note, i can go swimming later cause th BBQ is at somebody's condo. HARPIE :>

5. I really really really like my Samsung corbypro but 1 thing i have to point out is that it has a really really really shuckish camera. Forget that it doesn't have flash but it CAN'T EVEN AUTO FOCUS wtf so now everything i take would by blurry and out of focus. FML. But hey, this gives me a reason to buy a new camera yea?

Love,
Zijing

RAWR RAWR

2010-09-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

Addicted to picasion :/

USUI TAKUMI

2010-09-14T15:49:00.003+08:00

Usui Takumi/Takumi Usui from Anime Maid Sama

THE THREE GUYS AT THE CORNER ARE THE THREE IDIOTS!

EVERYONE, AND I MEAN EVERYONE should go watch this anime cause Usui is so damn adorable it's a show derived from a comic book and the show has about 26 episodes(i think).

It's a story about this girl, Misaki who is a student council president but because her family is poor, she went to work in a maid cafe. The thing abt her work is a secret cause CAN YOU IMAGINE A COUNCIL PRESIDENT WORKING IN A MAID CAFE?! (Somemore her school is once an all-boys school but lately they changed it to a mixed school and the girls population is very little so Misaki wanted th girls' high school life to be better so she became the president) So one particular day Usui discovered Misaki's secret and from then on they became entwined with each other but stupid Usui dont wanna admit he like Misaki even until now, ep 24 HE STILL DID NOT CONFESSED WTFFFFFFF.
Oh and one funny thing abt this show is there's 3 idiots and they really are idiotic, everytime i see them only i will laugh like an idiot and my sis will think i'm an idiot -.-

Right now i've watched 24 episodes and still waiting for th new one to be out but at the same time, i hope the new episode won't be out so soon if not this show will END. And i will cry and whine and kill myself if that happens :(
Is it even possible to be in love with a cartoon character? I dont know but oh god, Usui is really damn adorable. I've watched and rewatched this show tens and thousand of times and i never get sick from looking at him! OH GOD i hope thy make a season 2 out of this anime or something..
ARGHHHHHH GO AND WATCH FASTER so i have a person to talk to about my love for Usui hahahahaha

Love,
Zijing

DEAR "INSERTNAME"

2010-09-13T18:28:00.005+08:00

Dear god/supernatural beings on the planet/tooth fairy/santa claus/genie,
Please help me pass all my papers including BMIC i swear if i can pass all these subjects i will NOT go shopping.. online or retail, for 4, 3... 2 weeks! I SWEAR. Please pass all my papers please please please i already tried my hardest but BMIC is really a pain in the arse please bless me please hear my wishes and grant them pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

Love,
Zijing

BECAUSE I'M HARPIE LIKE THAT

2010-09-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

Love,
Zijing

HARPIE

2010-09-08T15:57:00.002+08:00

I'M A HAPPIE GIRL CAUSE I'M DONE WITH OBC AND BMIC AND I'M ONLY LEFT WITH MATHS WHICH IS ON NEXT MONDAY WHICH MEANS I CAN RELAX ALITTLE BIT NOWZZZ AND MY MUMMEH IS BUYING ME A NEW HANDPHONE AND IF DADDY PERMITS I CAN GET MY HANDS ON THE NEW IPOD TOUCH AS WELL.

Love,
Zijing

MISSING YOU

2010-09-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

If i manage to survive this tuesday... i will burn all my notes and make them into curry-zazzle.

Love,
Zijing

FIERCE-ROCIOUS

2010-09-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

My Forever 21 ring ordered on9!

And my givenchy inspired wedges. It's really damn freaking tall and matches well with anything and everything! In fact, i can already foresee myself wearing my topshop crop top, ASOS poofy skirt and this wedges!

Urgh my legs have unknown black patches! FML
Shall go and sleep and wake up early tml to study! Can't wait for shopping trip after examsssss <3

Love,
Zijing

STRAWBERRY POWER

2010-08-26T22:52:00.004+08:00

w/o flash

with flash!

I think i fair pretty well for a first timer. and my right hand looks yummy too! Thought of drawing th leaves as well but i got no green nailart pens.. So, what do you guys think? Pretty? Formspring me!

Love,
Zijing

An Epiphany

2010-08-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

Awhile ago, while fussing with what to wear for my shopping trip with lihua, i suddenly thought about Grace and the romper that she wants from thescarletroom. I was thinking abt whether she will received th romper or nt cos normal postage is not 100% save, and was thinking whether she will kill me or thescarletroom if her parcel got lost, when i got an epiphany.

I thought abt Grace, and about how my secondary school life was spend laughing at loutzeyi's english. Than, i finally realized why am i so brutally humiliated and always the victim of "the-one-to-look-for-when-you-want-a-good-laugh" by my poly friends.

During a certain period of my secondary 5 life, i dont know what came over me but i started laughing at Grace's name and instead of calling her "Grace", I called her "Glace". I dont know why i did that but now when i think of it, i realized my poly friends are treating me the way i treat her in the past!

I still remember it was a boring tuesday and i'm having a practical lesson, and was washing some tubes when anonymous came over and asked me something like "this thing add what?"(we're supposed to be washing th tubes with chemicals of different colors) and i very distinctly remembered saying "oh, blue" but that evil anonymous actually said "what? BRUE?" and this was passed on to the next student, called anonymous2 and anonymous2 began spreading this news of "Me NOT BEING ABLE TO PRONOUNCE "L" AND "R" properly " and then changing my name from "bella" to "berra". URGH. AND THIS IS ONLY THE START OF THE MANY NON-EXISTANCE-ENGLISH-ERROR THAT MY FRIENDS THOUGHT I HAD!

(So, in the past i'm laughing at people's name and changing it from "R" to "L". Now, people are laughing at what i said and changing the "L" to "R" !)

Now, do you believe in karma? I do.

Love(and still shock over the epiphany),
Zijing

CHRISTOPHER KANE

2010-08-24T00:49:00.003+08:00

Remind me again why am i still sitting down here and not rushing off to grab these clothes and hide them in my closet?
Oh! that's right. Because these clothes are tooooooooooo darnnnnnnnnnnnnn expensive and i probably have to work like a pig for 20000000000 years before i can even afford one. Damn!

Love,
Zijing

ASK ME ANYTHING

2010-08-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'M ON FORMSPRING!
BRING ON THE QUESTIONS YO!

Love,
Zijing

PRONOUNCIATION

2010-08-22T00:16:00.003+08:00

Many people thought they know how to pronounce their favourite labels name when in actual fact, they dont. And then thy proudly says it out in public and think tht thy got it right. But wht thy dont knw is people laughing and pointing fingers at them behind their backs. And yes i'm also a victim to this mistake so i thought i should post an entry abt correct pronounciation!

Agnes B. (Arg-nias Bay) or (Ah-Nah Bay)
Balenciaga (Ber-larn-sia-ga)
Balmain (Bahl-mahn)
Bvlgari (Bull-ge-ri)
Chloe (Klo-ay)
Dolce & Gabbana (Dole-chay & Ger-bana)
Givenchy (Jee-von-she)
Hermes (Air-mez)
Herve Leger (Er-vee Lee-zhee)
Longchamp (Long-shum) Pathetic me i kept saying "my long-cham" bag. BIG MISTAKE.
Louis Vuitton (Loo-ee Vui-tong)
Salvatore Ferragamo (Sel-ver-tor-ray Fairer-gum-moh)
Yves Saint Laurent (Eve Saint Lor-rong)

(More of it can be found via google!)

And if somehow, you find this name hard to pronouce but you wanna show your friend your favourite bag from one of th stores, you can simply say "Neyyyy, the shop @ Orchard one. The one tht starts with G one. G something something... aiya i type at my phone wait ah"

LOL

Love,
Zijing

WILD WILD NIGHT

2010-08-21T15:23:00.003+08:00

Had sleepover's at lh's house on wednesday. Drank vodka + sprite and got ~~drunk~~ a lil high. My tolerance for alcohol is quite high ya know. It's just tht someone added a tad too much vodka(60-70% vodka : 40-30% sprite). So got a little crazy and head over to someplace(i forgot th name but th prata is very famous!) to eat prata for supper. Really blurred memory of tht place but i remembered tzeyi was crazier thn me and she's causing a huge din by laughing really loudly. I dint really remember myself eating th prata but i remembered th teh-c was really yummy.
Took a cab back to lh's house and was more sober. then girls-talk till 6 in the morning. Took bus 168 to Bedok 85 to eat bak chor mee only to fine tht th stall was nt open! Damn.
So ate other things and headed back to woodlands and because i feel so awake lh, ty and me decided to go ktv. Was SCREAMING instead of singing till 5.30pm. Went home. Felt giddy. Body feels sore. Went sleeping. wake up th next day at 12+ and got a MAJOR SORE THROAT. How nice.
Let's do it again some other time! :)

Love,
Zijing

I HAVE A DRAGON HE'S NAME IS JACOB

2010-08-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

It's a really powerful dragon cause when we attack enemies, we attack together; which means there's two hits. It's really cool ya know!

And yes i know how stupid it is to be playing maple but there's nothing to do and i really wanna stop myself from spending on online shopping so... maple it is. At least i can buy things also, just that the clothes are nt really trendy and it's really hard to earn money!
Oh did i mention how pro i am? I created this character ytd and look! I'm already level 20. Say i'm pro please^^

Love,
Zijing

SADNESS IS JUST A NAME.

2010-08-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

Updated my lookbook like finallyyyyyyyyyy.

Was planning to go out with syahirah and ch and lh. But syahirah last minute backout and thr's no way i cn go back home cause i'm already at Causeway! So met lh for lunch and started debating on gg who's house is better and then ended up at lh's house and cause it's so bored i wanted to go home and here i am. Enjoy your tuesday guys!

Love,
Zijing

SO PRETTY I COULD HUG YOU TO SLEEP

2010-08-15T23:51:00.003+08:00

Shopping @ F21 & Mapling. Who says i can't multi-task? ;P

Love,
Zijing

A REASON

2010-08-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Love is a funny thing. Before you truly fell in love, you spent your free time daydreaming about what attributes you want your future boyfriend to have, eg you want him to be tall/handsome, want him to be humorous, want him to be good in sports and blah blah blah. But when you really fall in love, you'll realised that most of the things you want in your dream boyfriend is not there. You'll find that his not humorous, he's not tall enough.. he sucks in sports yadayada.. And that is why you must know that loving someone does not need a reason, and there's no need to ask "why do you like him?" Because if you can find a reason to love someone, that is not really love, you're just obsessed with his particular attributes/features.
Love does not comes with a reason.

Love,
Zijing

DEAR MR ROBERT PATTINSON,

2010-08-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

I'M DESPERATELY AND IRREVOCABLY IN LOVE WITH YOU, BUT I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER FEEL THE SAME FOR ME CAUSE YOU HAVE YOUR BELLA. AND WORST, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW I EXIST IN THIS WORLD. BUT THAT'S OKAY CAUSE I'M JUST A PLAIN JANE AND I'LL BE SATISFIED IF YOU'LL JUST SIGN ON MY BOOK. PLEASE OH PLEASE JUST CAME TO SINGAPORE. I DON'T MIND BEING JUST A FAN JUST COME TO SINGAPORE OKAY? ):

Love,
Zijing

Dont let a frog get you down

2010-08-11T22:02:00.006+08:00

Decoding Rob & Kristen's handwriting: Here

Love,
Zijing

MY INSTAX MINI

2010-08-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

So, this is th first time i went out during National day to watch fireworks. Fireworks are so-so, its the people that scares me.
It's so UN-IMAGINABLY-CROWDED! LIKE EVERY SINGAPOREAN HAS DECIDED TO COME DOWN TO CITYHALL AND WATCH THE FIREWORKS AND OH GOD IT'S SO DAMN DIFFICULT TO WALK WITH ALL OF THEM INFRONT OF ME AND I EVEN SAW ONE GIRL, AROUND MY AGE MAYBE, USING HER FINGERS TO DIG THROUGH HER TEETH AND FLICKING IT AWAY. OMG AND THE WORST THING IS SHE'S INFRONT OF ME AND I CAN'T RUN AWAY CAUSE IT'S JUST TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CROWDED! OMG I SOUND REALLY MEAN AND LIKE A SPOILT BRAT BUT I DAMN MAKE SURE THAT I SHALL STAY AT HOME AND JUST WATCH THE DAMN PARADE ON TEEVEE. PHEW. No wonder my parents always dont go out on National day. Now i understand why and i shall be a good daughter to stay at home with them!

Love,
Zijing

You're waiting for a train.

2010-08-06T23:17:00.004+08:00

A train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure, but that doesn't matter, because we will be together.

I watched INCEPTION today and it's such a DAMN-GOD-IT'S-SO-MINDFUCKING-AWESOME movie! The plot is nice, the effects is nice and the cast are nice and thank god i'm able to fully understand the storyline! It's so AWESOME i will watched it again(if i got the time). AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.

And yes i know i should pay attention to Leonardo solely but i just can't help but pay more attention to the guy beside him instead he's just so mindfucking cool and the fight scenes is just WOW. Oh, did i mention? His beautiful name is Joseph Gordon-Levitt. So full of style yeah!

Love,
Zijing

TAKE YOUR CHANCES

2010-08-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 2 - Releasing on 11/16/2012
Director: Bill Condon
Cast: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, Taylor Lautner

OMFG

Love,
Zijing

JUST SAYING

2010-08-02T22:59:00.003+08:00

THANKS LOVELIES FOR THE ICE CREAM TREAT. YOU KNOW I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SURPRISED AND HAPPY I AM. LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU

P/S: And thanks to you too for not being there. You have no idea how happy i am.

Love,
Zijing

IT'S JUST ANOTHER ORDINARY DAY TODAY

2010-08-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

and i'm all alone studying for my FNC test for tomorrow but nothing goes into my head so i only manage to study Indian cuisine but whatever thankfully my sister is here with me and she brought me a cake(yeaaaaaaaaa <3) even though it's nothing special but it means alot to me and so what if there's no big celebration or big party or any friends beside me but i'm happy and that's what it matters and this shows tht it doesn't mean tht just because you're 18 you need to make it so big like you want the whole world to know.. it just depends on how you look at it and who you spent it with thanks dear sister for being tht special one this year <3

And i had a great time enjoying my own company today with "the proposal" with a McChicken plus 2 cheese and a little mini concert in the bathroom blasting off songs from "the pretty reckless"

Love,
Zijing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

2010-08-01T01:58:00.003+08:00

Today, while sitting alone @ subway, i got into thinking. Like, deep deep deep thinking. Those really sentimental and emotional and suddenly wise thinking. I was looking at all th people ard me and they are not even looking at me. Not even once glancing my way. And i thought, everyone is doing their own things, living their own life. They dont even know who i am. Heck, they dont even know a person like me exist. And tht's when i thought "Oh wow. I'm just... another ordinary person on earth".
I was reading my fnc notes during tht time with a cup of coke with me. And i felt at ease. Like, everyone around me are either with their bf/gf or their friends and families, and i'm th only person thr alone. Usually i'll feel stupid and pretend to mess with my phone or pluck on my ear piece, but not tdy. Somehow i felt exceptionally comfortable and at peace with myself. I felt different. Like i'm nt really there, i'm somewhere else. Like people dont see me, it's like i'm almost invisible. And... i kinda like tht feeling. I dont know, is it just me? Or is this a 18-year-old-thing?

Oh btw, Happy birthday to myself.

Should i buy myself a cake tomorrow? Hmmmm

Oh and i went bungy jumping tdy! Will blog abt it some other time! CIAO

Love,
Zijing

Shoes and steamboats make me happy

2010-07-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

Just fulfilled my steamboat craving this evening at Bugis with Jo, Sook and Gege. By the look of my fucking swollen lips you all should be able to guess how spicy/numbing the soup is!(i had ma la & chicken soup). And 3 whole plates of pork and 1 whole plate of prawns. GOD i wanna go again!
And oh! lihua lets go shopping again i wanna buy buy buy buy buy! My obsessive shopping disorder is acting up again once i reached home and put down my bags! Either you go shopping with me or bring me to a shrink!(better go shhopping with me!)

Oh and i just paid for my Givenchy inspired wedge ankle bootssss.(the one on the left). GOD i'm so happy right now i swear i'm gonna hug it to sleep all night hiak hiak hiak come gorgeous baby; in two more weeks and you will be mine! muacksssss muack muack muack muacksssssssss <3

Love,
Zijing

I AM A ZOMBIE

2010-07-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

Make me wanna die

Zombie

I'm crazily in love with Taylor Momsen right now. GOD she's so fucking awesome she has that rock-chic-i-don't-fucking-care-attitude in her like Kristen stewart and her voice; god her voice is damn powerful! It's like a mixture of Pink+Christina Aguilera! OMG i love Taylor momsen i love jenny humprey i love love love rock attitude <3

Love,
Zijing

CR or F21?

2010-07-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

Should i...
buy from Charlotte Russe or Forever 21? Prices are almost the same, it's just that both shops have things that i want! I'm trying to control myself from shopping too much but... OH GOD

Love,
Zijing

Today is a saturdayyy

2010-07-24T15:20:00.003+08:00

I'm SO bored. Would you ask me out? Would you would you would you?
(Currently crazily obsessed in watching Maid sama. In case you lived under a stone for the past few months, it's a japan anime and oh GOD the guy is so darn handsome his gorgeous name is called USUI and i think i'm psycho to be obsessed with a cartoon guy GOD!)

Love,
Zijing

Please help me clear!

2010-07-18T00:19:00.001+08:00

Will you help me clear my wardrobe? ):
www.twilightavenue.blogspot.com

OSTRICH'S ART OF SURVIVAL

2010-07-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

If i can't see you, it means you can't see me either.

Love,
Zijing

when your mind and thoughts are not in harmony

2010-07-16T22:10:00.005+08:00

Love,
Zijing

love is...

2010-07-14T21:54:00.003+08:00

Love is when you wake up every morning and the first thing you see when you open up your eyes is your special someone smiling at you, giving you a peck on the lips and telling you he loves you more than yesterday.

Love,
Zijing

sunkiss skin so hot it'll melt your popsicles.

2010-07-09T21:56:00.005+08:00

CSAS presentation today and i dare to say its went on quite smoothly. No fumbling of words, no biting of lips and no awkward giggling. (: Love my lc bag to death!
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Going to tthe flea market with bitch yuting and watching eclipse. Oh and LIQIN you owe us one for psing us! ><

Btw, i just finished a book by kelley armstrong abt some paranormal fiction and god it's really nice i hope there's gonna be a fourth book coming out! hiak hiak hiak

xo
Zijing

I'm so fluffy i'm gonna die

2010-07-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

www.lookbook.nu/tissuepaperdoll

Today was sucha fruitful and funny and amazing day. I met lotsa wierd and nice people and i finally got my eclipse movie poster^^ It started when Jo and i were walking towards the bus 23 and there's this wierd indian guy wearing Man-U shirt with black cycling tights and he was staring down at us like we're wierd freaks thn whn he past by us he was mumbling something about "nice.." with his thumbs up and whn i turn around to try to understand wht he's talking about, i saw him turning towards me also with his thumbs up and mumbling abt something. It's damn wierd la and i was thinking "psycho psycho psycho" and when i reached the bus stn, i went to sit down opposite Jo then thr's this auntie who sit beside Jo and she was talking with us like we were long lost friends! She was commenting abt my legs about how beautiful they are(ahem..) and tht i look like i'm from design(ahem..) and i dress up like a designer(ahem ahem..).. Of course i'm happy la but i very shy one so i just say "ohhh.. hehehe" but really, inside i was doing thousands of happy flips! Then while chatting there's this indian/Sri lanka(?) guy who stand beside me and whn i look up at him i laugh(i also have no idea why i did tht) and he was staring down at me and saying "why is she laughing" then the auntie say "Oh we talking something funny la thts why" and the most ridiculous thing is the guy believed her luh! Then, he turned towards th auntie and asked "you from china ah?" and the auntie say "YA" and the guy asked "China where?" and the auntie say "Shanghai" but of course she's lying la she's a Singaporean luh please!!!
OMG what a day.

And tml i have csas presentation which means i needa wear formal! OMG i'm so nervousss! >< Pardon for the english cause i'm really tired and i'm gonna turn in now! Ciao!

xo
Zijing

what you love; what you can't have

2010-07-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

I just thought that maybe i'll bring up this particular scene in Eclipse where bella was sitting by jacob's side while jacob was injured cause a vampire crushed his bone during the fight.

In this scene, jacob was telling bella about how he was right for her and that edward was not tht perfect for bella.. it's just really sad and i feel so sorry for jacob. He loves bella, okay, maybe he's not a sparkling vamp, or maybe he doesn't has golden eyes and he is not as rich as the cullens, but his love for bella is real. Even though he's being a jerk by kissing bella against her will, and forcing bella to face her true feelings for him by tricking her into asking him to kiss her, but still... he loves her. And if bella chooses jacob, she wont have to sacrifice anything. She won't have to watched people she loves die, she don't need to give up on her human life, she can still be her. Of course, i'm totally happy tht bella and edward was together, but seeing jacob like tht just makes me so sad):
And the worst part was bella dint even cry when jacob was talking to her about how he hope her love for him was deep enough that she can leave edward for him.(the book described it like it was really sad and painful..)

And during a scene where bella and jacob was in the shed and bella was telling jacob she has only until graduation before she became a vamp... and jacob got so furious and say something like "he's got his hooks in you so deep" (inserts teeth being snapped tgt and upsetting face) and "better hope you be dead than be like them"
...
Of course he dont mean them.. he's just so sad. Imagine seeing someone you love loving someone else!

But oh well, at least in breaking dawn jacob finally found his true mate, or in wolf-words he finally "imprinted" on someone. Can't wait for it!
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"i pushed my legs faster, letting Jacob Black disappear behind me"
-this was the last sentence in eclipse. It's a good thing eclipse dint end like tht! if not i could die in the cinema!

Love
Zijing

fall in love, fall hard.

2010-07-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today, i watched Eclipse for the second time and it still felt like my first. I know i've said again and again that eclipse was awesome and everything but seriously, awesome is not even a word close enough to describe how nice it was!

So in eclipse, bella finds that she loves jacob and edward and she faces the dilemma of who to choose. Then there's Victoria who plans on creating an army of new borns to kill bella so that she can avenge James. Inbetween that, edward proposes to bella and there's alot of romance going on. There's also more of the family and wolves in action and they team up to fight against the new borns and Victoria died. The story seems really short and rushed but trust me, it's not!

1. the meadow
The meadow was perfect. In th first two episodes it look just a random garden with purple flowers that edward and bella stumble across, but in eclipse, somehow the meadow got much realistic and it's just so romantic! And there's quite a few scenes where bella and edward would just go there and talk and you can really feel tht it's there own "personal space" or "secret garden" tht no one else knows about. AWESOME.

2. Victoria
Most of you would know tht there's a change of roles and i'll admit tht i din't really think that Bryce would portray Victoria very well, but i was wrong! When i watched eclipse the first time, Bryce was just okay, not really threatening but not performing very well either. But after watching it for a second time, she really grow into me! She's growling and being really vampirish and fighting to avenge her mate... really got scared by her and she's really good!

3. Start of the show
A typical movie would either start off with introducing th characters or start by telling th "background information". It starts off really calmly and slowly, no fast action or suspense. But in eclipse, i was totally shocked when th movie started! Riley was immediately-cut-straight-to-the-point introduced and i really liked it! My eyes was like staring really hard at the screen and there's not even one moment, not even a second tht my mind would wander away from the movie.

4. Taylor Lautner
You'll be surprised but i almost thought that he's not taylor, but Jacob himself! The way he performs in the movie, it doesn't seems like he's acting! It's just so real and so unpretentious and he's just giving his best to win bella over! But it gets really sad in the end cause bella chose edward, so he's saying something like he wont give up on bella even if bella heart stops beating(became vampire). Damn emotional.

5. Edward
Playing the jealous boyfriend. Makeup was better and there's a few scenes that shows himself sparkling(faints). Lots of kissing with bella and i especially like the part when he and carlisle was fighting in the woods! Really cool! Also, the way he hands bella to jacob and he was kissing bella like, OMG! And jacob was just sitting there without his shirt on.. LOL

6. Jasper
Major major major WOW. I admit tht in Twilight and New Moon i almost thought he's invisible cause there's just really really really little scenes of him and he rarely talks that i just thought he doesn't exist!(although i did notice his good looks) But in Eclipse, he's like, completely standing out and the way he talks, the way he moves, the way he demonstrates the fights, OMG major faints* . blond hair gold eyes. Really handsome i can cry and scream and i almost wanna jump over to being Team Jasper. faints*

7. Cullens
Expect lots and lots and lots of family action. In the previous two movies, the family is like not shown alot and when thy are shown, thy only speak abt 2 words and thn th camera will roll in on bella/edward again. But in eclipse we can really see them as a family and th way thy will fight to protect their family.. Love it!

8. Volturi
I love love love love love jane. End of story. She's so vampirish i'm afraid i'll pee in my pants!

9. Proposal
How can i forget this? I'm not gonna reveal too much on this but all i can say is, when edward takes out th ring and bella say yes, you'll go all lovey-dovey and go "AWWWWWWW" and thn dump your boyfriend to be with edward. end of story!

So, as much as there are scenes that i like, be it in th movie or in the book, there are also a few scenes that i find really ridiculous, example...

Rosalie, there's a scene where she talks to bella abt her history, i think she looks really really really wierd and not-vampire-pretty with her blonde locks but brunette colored eyebrows. I mean, if you are blond, your eyebrows should be blonde too, right?

When bella and edward was in the snowy mountain area, bella only worn a checkered blouse.. isn't it cold? Hmmm

Tht's all i noticed but seriously i dont really care tht much cause all the things that i want in the book are shown in the movie and i'm so darn happy right now, i cn dance!
Ciao!

p/s: these are just written based on my personal opinions, if you somehow dont like it or dont agree with me, then please leave. i wrote this not for you to like and i could care less what you think. I like it and i'm proud to show it. If you dont like it like how i like it, thn thts too bad for you. Go find some other things to like thn, seeya!

Love,
Zijing

awesome is an understatement!

2010-07-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY WATCHED ECLIPSE TODAY AND TO SAY THAT IT'S AN AWESOME MOVIE IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT.
IT'S DEFINITELY BETTER THN TWILIGHT AND NEW MOON AND EVERYTHING A FAN WANTS IN THE BOOK WAS PRESENTED IN THE MOVIE!
IT'S BEYOND AWESOME AND IT'S JUST REALLY FUNNY, SUSPENSEFUL, EMOTIONAL AND CAPTIVATING. THERE WILL NOT BE A TIME WHERE YOUR MIND WONDERS AWAY FROM THE MOVIE!

though i will be fair and equal to agree tht there are undoubtfully some ridiculous scenes. Ol' well will do a proper movie review and a long blog post specially dedicated to how awesome eclipse was tml, till then...
Ciao!

And i'm watching eclipse agn tml! Let's see how many times will i watch it.. hehehe

Love,
Zijing

there's a reason why people always dream of being rich

2010-06-30T16:47:00.005+08:00

I've been dreaming about getting this cardigan since forever! But it's about $89 in SG and i can't bear to just close my eyes and swiped my card! I hope it's still there on my birthday month..

THIS floral high waist is like the perfect fit for me luh! 62 cm! DEFINITELY MY SIZE BUT IT COST A FRIGGING $42 in c-osmetics.bs and it's so darn expensive i rather get from topshop which is close to $70!

PERFECT SHOES. Still thinking of getting it or not cause it's pretty much a waste if i buy it since i dont wear wedges to school. Talk abt attention seeking -.-

Awesome leggings!

Tml i'm watching Eclipse! 6pm at cineleisure hehehe can't wait! XO

Love,
Zijing

fuckyeahMcflurry

2010-06-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

You know, as yummy as it may look, you must never, never, never, ever try eating it 2 times in a single day, cause though the first 1 hour was pure enjoyment, the next day or so is gonna be hell.

I went to the doctor to get an MC today and the doctor even laugh at me. Saying "wow you are so tiny but you can actually finish two Mcflurry! dont eat dairy products anymore for the next day or so until your stomach stops cramping"
FML

Anyway, brought my tickets for Eclipse for thurs and friday! can't wait hiak hiak hiak

XOXO
Zijing

"there's a snake in my boots"

2010-06-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

Today, i watched Toy story 3 in 3D. Awesome movie. Touching, hilarious and everything nice. I'm not gonna be an idiot by telling you the storyline but you all REALLY REALLY should go watch it! It's just really nice and if i got the chance i'll definitely go watch it again!
LOVE LOVE WOODY, BUZZ AND PIXAR. It's like, Pixar is a genius company luh! Can produce such interesting and lovable characters tht not only children enjoys, even me so old already feel like playing toys again!

Okay, my favourite characters in the movie is a little unicorn, barbie and the hedgehog. Of course not forgetting the old characters Buzz, woody and jesse!
Almost to the end of the story, andy was like damn emotional saying he treasures his toys all these things, and i can hear ppl behind me sniffing all that. OHMYGAWD OKAY I SHALL SHUT UP ALL OF YOU GO WATCH THE MOVIE OKAY <3

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Anyway i went Orchard with my sister to get my books before the movie and i brought damn lotsa things(my sister also got buy something, not only me okay!). Was walking in and out favourite brands like Zara, Topshop and we're like, "okay okay buy this. OHMYGOD get that" like that OMG! Really nice shopping with my sissy <3 And i got my books hiak hiak hiak. Wanted to get th Eclipse movie companion also but couldn't find it. OHWELL i'm gonna wattch Eclipse on thursday anyone wanna watch sms me or comment me on fb okay!

Love,
Zijing

we can go no way but up

2010-06-25T22:05:00.004+08:00

After watching a clip about the Eclipse premiere in LA, it makes me feel so... upset(depressed?) that i'm not born in LA and tht neither the cast will fly to Singapore and i will never ever get to see them in my life.
I really wanted the chance to be a real fan that camps out a week before the premiere and we'll all talk about whts our favourite part of the movie and get to meet friends and discuss about which team are we on. We'll share our sleeping bags tgt and endure the rain and the sun tgt just cause we love the movie tht much tht we can endure anything and everything.
And yes i know i can always fly to LA but i'm still a student and i have no money. Even if i have money i have to consider if my parents allows me to go or not.
Major SIIIIIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I guess i can only watch it in Singapore and console myself by watching it a zillion times and discussed abt my favourite parts of the movie infront of th mirror all by myself. HAIYOYO.

On a side note, i'm happy today cause i brought 2 new magazines thts all about Eclipse(new posters to put on my wall!) and tml i'm going to Kinokuniya to get my "the reckoning" and "the movie companion: Eclipse"
And i'm watching Toy story 3 with my sister!
And my mum just gave me $50 hehehe

Love,
Zijing

pieces of you

2010-06-24T00:02:00.001+08:00

Anyway, today's my practical test and i'm confident to say i sure pass one! I tried flipping it and it dint drop to th floor nor break into half!(thank god). Cutting skills was okay except for some inconsistency, miss en place was perfect. Grooming perfect.
Next week gonna start on western cuisine! Who wants pasta?
GO COOK YOURSELF LA HAHAHA.

(Btw, my mum says tht if i regretted joining this course thn i should quit. Should i? I mean, sometimes i really regret taking this but at other times, i enjoyed it. What should i do? ): )

Love,
Zijing

do ya sparkle

2010-06-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

via drunkenwords.tumblr.com

8 more days to Eclipse. I'm gonna watch it on th sneak preview and everyday of its showing! <3

Love,
Zijing

ytd was the day that

2010-06-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

i went to a pub(first time!) at raffles
i drank martell with green tea(and i think it sucks. coke is better)
i almost got caught cause i was drinking illegally(underaged)
i hide in a really dark room like a criminal while saying prayers and crossing fingers and hoping that i wont get caught
i almost got a heart attack
i realised 18 really does have its benefits

Tml's school day again. YEAHHHH FML.
I haven start cooking my fried noodles and i'm soooooo gonna die on practical! WHY IN THE WORLD DID I CHOOSE THIS COURSE? such a masochist.

Love,
Zijing

DIY denim vest

2010-06-17T22:59:00.004+08:00

Do you have an old, vintage, baggy looking denim jacket lying somewhere in your wardrobe that's buried by clothes and dust and you've always wanted to wear it out but just don't have th courage to cause it's just too fugly? I had. But because i had nothing to do i decided to diy-ed it into a vest(yes, a vest) and though it's not what i had in mind, i think it looks pretty decent enough to wear it out.

Items you'll need are:
An old vintage denim jacket
Bleach
Pail filled with 1/4 ~ 1/2 full of water

First, i dumped my jacket in a pail with very little water, about 1/4 full. Then i add in bleach(i added about half a bottle). Soaked it for about 45mins to an hour. Constantly check it and turn it around. If thats the color you want, then you cn take it out earlier, Or if you want an even lighter shade, soak it more.(it just depends on yourself)

After about an hour, rinsed the bleached away and let it dry. You'll probably get this:

If what you had in mind is a jacket, then you have it. If you want a vest, cut off the sleeves.

It'll look like this.

What do you think?

Love,
Zijing

if we had a choice

2010-06-14T18:25:00.002+08:00

I need a new blogskin.

Love,
Zijing

shut up. take flight.

2010-06-14T00:14:00.004+08:00

Holidays are so boring. I've been staying at home doing nothing but staring into blank space and not eating anything until dinner time cause i'm just too lazy to go out and buy my own food.
I'll randomly(blindly) walk up and down the stairs about 20 times everyday thinking about how lifeless i am then i'll walk in my room when i'm tired and start throwing out all my magazines and cutting out pictures of beautiful people with beautiful outfits and paste them all over my wall and then get glue stuck between my fingers.
I'll messed up my wardrobe trying to come up with a really cool outfit and thn take pictures of them only to delete them later cause my face look like shit.
Then i'll flip through the calenders over and over again hoping that jul 1st will come soon.

I'm such a boring person with a boring life. well, Actually, no. My life is not boring at all. Cause i have 3 projects waiting for me to accomplished them. Plus i need to practice cooking Furong egg and Fried noodles cause i have practical test once school re-opens. FML.

And now i'm doing the one thing tht all of you would not believed even if you see it for your own eyes. I'm watching japanese animes. GAWD.

Love,
Zijing

sunset bay by susan mallery

2010-06-11T17:32:00.002+08:00

"Life is a game of risk. We need to lose something we thought we need to find out what we really want."

somewhere there

2010-06-10T22:37:00.003+08:00

Sentosa trip with Jo, Joanne, Yuexin and Sookyee yesterday. Dion(the organizer) and Desmond was SUPPOSED to join us but Desmond got sick and dion was dead(We called him about a hundred times but no one picked up the phone. We really thought he was dead but he miss called us at 4pm later in the afternoon. so he's not dead. He just overslept. TSK.). So we went without them.
Was raining a little bit initially but stopped after 20 mins and sun-tanned, sing, had sand spa, gossip and left at around 4? Had dinner at vivo. Shopped at Topshop and got my FLORAL T-BAR(GOD!). Walked around a bit and went home.

Today was spent by watching TV, reading my "the short second life of Bree Tanner", counting down the days to Eclipse(only 21 more days!), eating, eating and more eating, admiring my nails, sorting my wardrobe and staring into space. GOD i need a more full-of-activities-and-damn-exciting-life please call me out! TSK.
And what is wrong with FB i can't upload my picturesssssssssss TSK!

Love,
Zijing

2010-06-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

I am currently reading Sunset Bay by Susan Mallery. Great author, Great book!

Tml i'm going to kinokuniya to try and get my "the short second life of Bree Tanner"! I hope it has stocks!

I need a new bag, slippers, wallet and pencil case. Maybe a couple jeans, jackets, shoes and tops as well. OHGAWD.

Eclipse is gonna be out in 24 more days!

I'm going Sentosa on wednesday! Can't.Wait. Gonna bring a dozen sunblock with me! I sooooooooooo do not wanna get sun burnt!

I haven start cooking my furong egg and fried noodles OHMYGAWD!

I'm been so scared of the perfume murderer ever since i watched this movie called "Perfume" last friday. DAMN YOU AGNES NEO FOR TELLING ME IT'S NOT SCARY.

And thanks to GLEN ANG also for telling me scary stories near my block!

I really really really wanna visit the pixar animation thing on Science centre! Boohoohoo!

Love,
Zijing

sorry i couldn't tell the truth

2010-06-04T14:48:00.004+08:00

www.lookbook.nu/tissuepaperdoll

(Lookbook is starting to piss me off. Whenever i wanna post a new look the page will auto divert to twitter so everytime i have to type real fast if not the page will changed to twitter! And it's so damn irritating!!!)

Been so long since i last updated. My test is finally over and now i'm having my 2 weeks holiday!

I really wanna spent everyday shopping and being a bimbo but i can't cause i have to practice cooking for the practical test on the first week of school! WHAT A LIFE!

To-do list:
Shopping
Shopping
Shopping
Get my Ipod touch
Cook furong egg EVERYDAY. (anyone wanna be my guinea pig?)
Cook stir fried noodles
Sentosa trip hehehe
Shopping
Re-read eclipse before 1st July!
Kinokuniya<3
Shopping
CONQUER OBC
Shopping
Shopping
And more Shopping!

Love,
Zijing

what a dream

2010-05-29T14:26:00.003+08:00

I had a really bizarre dream last night about me visiting the zoo and while i was queueing up for some sort of reptile thing i saw taylor lautner and we began chit chatting and he says he can bring me to robert pattinson and kristen stewart so i followed him and we arrived at a really beautiful place with waterfalls and a really cozy cottage and robert came out front to hug me and greet me and we were having so much fun just talking when suddenly there's a huge thunderstorm and it hit taylor lautner and he went crazy and began saying things like "return me my life" to robert and robert was trying to calm him down but taylor began attacking him and there's a really huge fight than out of nowhere taylor hit a cabinet of chemicals and he was coughing and everything then he suddenly mutated into a horrible creature with 6 rows of teeth and it's just impossible to know whether he's a wolf or a bear than suddenly robert took me and kristen and we were running back to the zoo and then taylor attacked him from behind and took us all to this secret underground lab and he was messing with some sort of machines and talking about "getting his life back" and he suddenly chop off robert's head and then... i wake up!

I wonder what this means..?

Love,
Zijing

your mum's chest hair!

2010-05-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

(totally random)
I like guys with chest hair <3

Love,
Zijing

false accusations

2010-05-26T21:39:00.004+08:00

There are basically 3 different types of reasons why a person will comment another person's behaviour/hair/dressing.

1. They simply do not know what to talk about so thy just randomly start with "hey your dressing looks so wierd on you tdy".(which is not true, of course)

2. They have something against you, so they would say something like "your hair looks fugly OR you don't look nice with this shirt OR eh why you recently keep doing this" blah blah blah.
Frankly speaking, they are the ones who shucks, be it dressing or hair or whatever. But they just like to act smart and say something to make themselves look good. But the truth is they really(really) shucks.

3. There's really a problem with your hair/dressing/behaviour.

Love,
Zijing

fairy tales vs reality

2010-05-15T18:54:00.005+08:00

Guess what came into my mailbox today?
BALENCIAGA inspired motor bucket/tote bag! Love it to bits thus the photos. Pardon my face ha ha ha!

(I was supposed to be revising my obc and maths but oh well. Can't resist ~~bragging~~ blogging about my new bag!
Ciaos!

Love,
Zijing

you got my heart pumping

2010-05-14T22:07:00.006+08:00

My lookbook account is dying. Haven been updating it for agesss!
-
Anyway watched "the last song" with jo, xin and sook tdy at ehub. Movie was not bad. Was really hoping to see the Eclipse trailer but... oh well. Hope th next time when i go and watched Shrek or whatever i can see it!

Tml, will be chionging OBC and maths cause i dont understand a single thing and i dont wanna be th last in class! Anyone wanna tutor me for free? If i successfully become a chef in th future i give you free membership card! Ha!

Love,
Zijing

we don't always get what we want.

2010-05-12T21:42:00.003+08:00

I shall stop bragging about how clever i am at skipping lectures. Hehehe

-

Love,
Zijing

forgiving.

2010-05-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

If you are gonna asked me "hey, how's school?" I would say "School? Oh i don't know. Besides the Yong tao fu being exceptionally cheap and yummy, i don't know about any other things else cause i've been skipping lectures all the way since week 1."

Okay i'm not kidding.

I've been skipping obc lecture ever since th first lesson cause i hate th subject(alot) and there's no lecturers present in the lecture hall!(we're suppose to watch this video tht shows this lecturer teaching from another lecture hall).
So, tell me how can i resist skipping this lecture?

Thn there's maths. Holy cow i don't understand a single thing the lecturer said cos no. 1 he speaks too fast and no. 2 it's everything about A maths and god damn it i've only taken E maths and i hate maths!

And then there's Microbio. Yes i do like the teacher ALOT cause he's a little like Mr Zai plus Mrs Eng BUT i only like him in tutorials cause he focuses more on us but in Lectures he keeps looking at J1 and treats us J2s like we don't exist! So it makes it hard for me to study(in some way) and therefore i also skipped this lecture.

So, tell me. How is it my fault tht i skipped all these lectures? It's simply because i feel tht i can study more efficiently at home. tht's why. I swear i got study at home one okay! Ahem*

Love,
Zijing

things happen

2010-05-09T00:55:00.001+08:00

Dinner with ah na at pizza hut this evening. Told her my little tiny eeeny secret.
I think i'm in ....

Love,
Zijing

i think it's ...

2010-05-06T20:34:00.003+08:00

You know the special feeling you got when you saw something you like and coincidentally it was on a sale and you manage to get the last piece for your size? Or the feeling you got when you were walking and you accidentally spot a $50 note on the floor and you pick it up and no one's around? Or when you saw a contest on a magazine and you decides to take part just for fun and knowing you'll never win but suddenly th magazine contacts you and tells you you won?

Thats what i'm feeling right now <3.
7 more days to Rob's b'day!

Love,
Zijing

life's misery

2010-05-05T21:29:00.003+08:00

School's really really busy. My shoulder's aching like mad after carrying a close to 3kg bag while shopping at orchard for close to 5 hours. My hair is extremely damage and my fringe keeps flying around. I have to wear this hideous track-lookalike pants every wed for 5 hours. My school days shucks. My timetable shucks. My way of transport to tp shucks.
But, at least my class doesn't shucks. ha!

cause love won't set you free

2010-05-01T19:15:00.002+08:00

today,
i found out that one of my baby hamsters only has 3 legs.
Ouch.

Love,
Zijing

time pass by, faster then you think.

2010-05-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

(pardon my oily face ha ha)

Pictures up there pretty much summarise my week. Have been really busy with school, waking up at 6am everyday and reaching home late in the evening, went and brought my laptop with my family last sunday and finally found th time to have a gathering dinner with th usual gangs!

Schools been rather boring and i've been skipping lectures ever since this week started so if you were to asked me "what is micro bio or describe the the food culture in South east asia" i'll be giving you tht "huh" face and i hope next week i'll be dilligent enough to attend all my lectures!(quiz is coming!) Anyway, during my CSAS tutorial tdy everyone of us is expected to intoduce ourselves and whn it was my turn i said "My name is Zijing and i've got a english name, you can call me Bella". Ha ha lmao i can't believe i did that i must be out of my mind!

(I love my class!!!)

On another note, i've a new classmate tdy and he's chinese-japanese and though i've no special interest in japanese guys i must admit he is kinda (ahem) good looking and i look forward to studying with him for th next three years. (ha ha ha dont worry my love for edward doesnt chg)
OH. Did i mention, my friend Joreen is especially interested in bak chor mee(inside joke) and th new japanese classmate? haha!

Love,
Zijing

Eclipse official trailer #2

2010-04-24T22:55:00.001+08:00

Eclipse screencaps plus scene-by-scene review!

JULY 1ST COME QUICKLY!

Love
Zijing

today is the day

2010-04-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

today is the day

that the official Eclipse website lauches; that i almost got scared to death by a lightning bolt; that my mummy and me finally talked after a 1 month cold war; that i realised my guinea pig needs to get her hair cut; that i enjoyed a really good dinner with my sister; that made me realise how great holidays are and how i spent it away doing nothing meaningful; that i decided to get a job; that i realised i'm scoleciphobia;

that day is today.

colorgenics

2010-04-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Via colorgenics

FML

2010-04-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'm going to chop off my hair. End of discussion.
I look too fugly to be true. With black hair i look like a wild child with fat cheeks and 10 years older. The only way to save the situation is to chop off my hair or go for extensions; since i'll probably ripped off my extensions, i'll choose to chop it off.

OMG I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA HAVE LONG HAIR AGAIN BUT I HAVE TO CHOP IT OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! FML.

WHY DID I EVEN CHOOSE BCS? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!

Love,
Zijing

if we ever meet again

2010-04-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

I saw a rainbow while walking home after school. It's been years since i last saw a rainbow. Was feeling really suaku(?) and clumsily taking out my phone and trying to get a good pic of it. Apparently i failed.

Went town with my newfound friends on tuesday and spent my $10 F21 voucher on ripped skinnies. Love.It.To.Death. Gonna post a new pic on lookbook soon! Also, i'm going Orchard on saturday with my sister! SHOPPPPPPPPPPP!

I totally totally hate my timetable. School starts at 8/9/10 and for all of the days i have to wake up at 5/6/7 respectively. What th hell i thought after secondary school i cn finally enjoy life! I MUST BE DREAMING. Somemore school ends at 6 on tues, wed and thurs! And wed have 5 hours practical first thing in the morning! and we have schools on friday!
Wth some schools dont have siaaaaaaaa!

I brought a Paris Hilton perfume for my mummy cause tml's her birthday. I think i'm becoming a fan of Paris.

I wanna skip poly and straight away go France!

I wanna join a CCA. I'm thinking of wakeboarding. And those type of lauguage classes where we get to learn foreign lauguage. But i'm not sure if tp has this CCA. Whts more i dont really wanna join wakeboarding cos i dont wanna be black(like yuting!). Maybe i should join... drama club? LOL.

I have to wake up early tml. Again. I'm sick of school already!

I have naked nails ha ha ha.

I wanna wear skirts to school but i'm afraid...

I wanna get new wedges!!!(even though i know i might never get to wear them since i dont have th time to go out -.-)

I missed 5Dynamic aready!!! Meet up real soon okayyyyy?

ECLIPSE IS GONNA BE OUT ON 1ST JULY! CAN'T.WAIT. TIME FASTER PASS LEIIIII!

Love,
Zijing

Jacob Black you belong with me

2010-04-21T19:23:00.001+08:00

You're in the woods with your vampire Edward Cullen

Hes always whining and complaining, he's so sullen

He doesnt get youre human like I do
I'm at the gym, it's a typical Tuesday night

Lifting the kind of weights he doesn't like

And he'll never know your family like I do
But he sparkles, and I'm so hairy

He's so sexy and I'm so scary

Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find

that you hate vampires and love canines
If you could see that I'm the wolf who understands you

Been here all along so why can't you see?

You belong with me

You belong with me
Hangin' out in Forks, while he's in Italy

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Howling at the moon thinkin' to myself

Hey, isn't Ed sleazy?

And you've got a beauty that could light up this whole town

Haven't seen it since he brought those biters around

You say you're fine, I know you better than that

Hey, Whatcha doing with a sucker so wack?

He's so pale, I'm so tan

He's kinda bitchy and I'm all man

Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find

that you hate vampires and love canines
If you could see that I'm the wolf who understands you

Im down on all fours, so why can't you see?

You belong with me

GOD DAMMIT RULES

2010-04-18T03:12:00.002+08:00

1. No colored hair
2. No colored nails
3. No colored contact lenses during lab sessions
4. No rings/earrings during lab sessions
5. No "smelling smellier" than the chef
6. No long nails

I thought poly was supposed to be fun and we'll finally get the chance to dye our hair all sorts of colors, flaunt our beautiful manicured-nails and bling out our accessories as much as possible. Apparently not, at least for my course.

No this, no that. You might as well ask me to not wear ankle socks and tuck in my shirt at all times!!! GOD DAMMIT IT tml i have to dye my hair JET BLACK. Natural brown also cannot. MUST BE JET BLACK.
J-E-T B-L-A-C-K!

Love,
Zijing

seventeen forever

2010-04-18T01:57:00.002+08:00

More pictures up at facebook .
Lunch @ Ichiban, Got my backpack at Isetan(I really wanted to get the Jansport brand cause Bella actually carries the orange jansport bag in new moon but i can't find the similar design in Sg so no choice i have to settle for second choice! Damn!), played monopoly deal at Mac in Causeway point.
I wonder when will be th next time we will actually have the time to meet up and do silly things again?

(new look up @ lookbook.nu !)

ECLIPSE IS GONNA BE OUT ON JULY 1ST! WHO WANNA WATCHED IT WITH MEEEEEE???

Love,
Zijing

SCREW YOU.

2010-04-14T21:36:00.003+08:00

I'm so hating my lappy's bluetooth. Wtf i'm on the verge of throwing this useless IT thing down 20 stories.
ARGHHHH

Love,
Zijing

when all else fails.

2010-04-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

I'm an independent, strong woman. I can do this. Come on! It's just a teeny meeny orientation. What's the worst that could happen? The day would be over before i know it. I can do this.
Fighting!

...

Boohooooooooo. No i can't. I can't do this alone. I can't face the 30 mins bus ride talking to no one but myself. I can't bring myself to step into the enormous school without anyone by my side. I can't possibly find the classroom all by myself and pretend to be very friendly. I can't face the fact that what if no one wants to talk to me? Boohooooooooooo.
Screw the i'm-an-independent-strong-woman-shit. I'm not strong. Neither am i independent. Boohooooooooo.

(Yes it's only during time like this that i'm damn introvert and i like to believe the worst of everything. Laugh, go ahead.)

Love,
Zijing

i like to make myself believe

2010-04-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

My (ahem) orientation is gonna start in less than 33 hours away.
I.Am.So.God.Damnit.Nervous. plus a little bit of excitement and fear and uneasy and butterflies-in-the-stomach.

If i don't remember wrongly, it starts at 8.30am and ends at 6pm. Which also means i have to wake up at a bloody 6am. I'm so hating this part.
Before i graduate from Evergreen i distinctly remember telling myself i'm so not going to torture myself anymore by waking up early in the morning and rushing off to school before the sun even rise. Yet now, ironically, i'm back to square one. In fact, this time it's worst. At least in my old secondary school days i get to wake up at 6.30 because my house is near the school. Now, i have to wake up at a freaking 2 hours beforehand because my school is at the god damn it tampines and i have to god damn it take the 1 hour bus ride.
This is so not what i had in mind for my poly life. All i wanted was some sleep. Boohooooo.

Anyway, attire for the day is dark blue shirt plus covered shoes. Plus an empty can and 12 dollars and the indemnity form.

I hope i make new friends on day 1 and became best friends with them on day 2. I can't survive the overnight camp if the only person talking to me is myself. Boohoooooo.

I hope i see another Twilight fan out there so we can click easily and quickly. Boohooooooo.

Love,
Zijing

the ol' mighty kraken who died in 3 seconds

2010-04-08T23:21:00.004+08:00

Ah na (I've been bugging lou tzeyi to change her english name from Clarena to either just plain Clare or rena but she refused to listen and since i feel like it's so wierd to have two nice names stick tgt as one, i asked her to decide wht does she wants me to call her and cause she did not gave me an answer i decided to call her Rena, which is Ah na for short(: ) and i went to tp today cause i wanted to know how long will it take to reach tp from woodlands but sadly we did not successfully reach tp cause somebody wanted to go bugis(i hate tht place), so in the end, we took 168 and reach tampines interchange and trained to bugis! Shopped for about 20 mins(?) (i must say, Topshop at bugis really shucks!) and we trained back to Woodlands to catch our movie, Clash of the titans at 5.15pm.

I must say, i'm really really disappointed with the kraken, and hades. I mean, they are supposed to be powerful! Strong! Indefeatable!(or is it undefeatable?) Cruel! Fierce! Scary! Threatening! But tht supposingly-scary-looking kraken died in like, 3 seconds?(5 seconds max) and it died without EATING ANY ONE. Okay, so yes it did make a very grand entrance. What with all tht waves splashing around, tentacles wipping, clouds turning stormy... and when i finally saw it's face, it just gave a loud ROARRRRRRRRR and then... dead. By Medusa's scary looking eyes. WTF. And hades? Well, Perseus just hit it with the lightning bolt and then ZOOMMMM. There goes hades back to hell. END OF STORY.

Hello? i thought thr's gonna be lots and lots and lots of killing! Like maybe Kraken will bring down the castle with his bare hands and maybe eating up some of the humans and raising th princess in one of it's tentacles. Maybe even sweeping off Perseus and when th Kraken decides to finally eat the princess, thn Perseus will ran to the Medusa's head and grab it and scream "look here you freaking old beast" then tada..... Die.
Wouldn't it be more exciting?

But well, i can't deny tht th special effects was really well done. Great actors too. It'll really be better if there was more fight scene!

So anyway, went Sakae with ah na and i almost lost my phone. Wtf luckily it was not stolen.
Gonna get my bag and shoes next saturday with ah na again.
Meantime, new looks out at lookbook.nu/tissuepaperdoll ! Hype it if ya like it!

Love,
Zijiing

cause love means facing your biggest fears

2010-04-06T23:21:00.001+08:00

Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love and life. Snow White barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love is all about facing your biggest fears.

via flickr

Love,
Zijing

cause' there's no guarantee that this life is easy

2010-04-05T23:06:00.002+08:00

i always buy things without first trying them on.
i have a huge manicure collection which i'm very proud of and i don't share them.
i always have nothing to wear.
i tend to wake up 2 hours before the meeting time so i can take my time choosing what to wear.
i hate watching tv dramas.
i have slight claustrophobia.
i love happy endings.
i used to cry while watching cinderella.
i love powerberries.
i love playing dress up.
i hate make up.
i love sweaters.
i like to do things with my hand.
i hate being stared at.
i hate being hungry.

-----

i prefer being alone rather than going out
prefer reading plus a cup of tea rather than watching tv
prefer darlie rather than colgate
prefer writing letters rather than talking
prefer paranormal romance rather than mysteries
prefer vampires rather than werewolves
prefer dressing comfortably rather than branded stuffs
prefer writing down my problems rather than telling them to other people
prefer camaras rather than handphones
prefer redheads rather than blondes
prefer chilling out by the beach rather than shopping
prefer google rather than yahoo
prefer miley rather than taylor(swift)
prefer being 17 rather than being 18
prefer disney fairy tales rather than hollywood blockbuster movies
prefer bus rather than mrts
prefer rainy days rather than sunny days
prefer rings rather than earrings

Love,
Zijing